Eyesore

In my era of online gaming,
that had passed, 2-3 months ago i guess..
there, is a taboo.
"WHAT? YOU'RE A GIRL?"
"GIRL PLAYING ONLINE GAME?"
hmmm...
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU IDIOT!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH GIRL PLAYING ONLINE GAME?
IS THERE A PROBLEM?????????
-_-
I will feel like punching him/her right away..

Well, that's when i was still playing on9 game..
you know what i mean by "playing on9 game?"
that's for me though..
for those that doesnt, let me explain,
- must online EVERY SINGLE DAY
- at least 3-5 hours, IN THE GAME a day..
- 3/4 of the friends in MSN is on9 game friends
but, i quitted.
yes, i repeat, i quitted online game.
and there's the day, my guildmate, and my one of the best friend in the game,
asked me back to help them in the guild war
a guild..for those that doesnt play on9 game,
maybe you should say that it is a group that fights together against another guild(group)
the guild war, is every Tuesday & Friday,
7pm-9pm.
well, i replied.
if i have nth to do, i will go xD
hey, that.is.my.friend.
and.my.guildmate.
what do you expect?
i would want to help them, of course, right?
at least for me, HELL YEAH!

And then, "somebody" said something,
when i was war-ing on friday night.
"dono who said quitted game dy a, i still STUPIDLY go believe the girl."
yeah, if i havent quit the game, perhaps i would scold him until
&*)^^$&@#*^(()(#$%^&*()_.......
but i patiently, explained -_- lol, so.not.like.me!
it was because my guildmate asked for it...
and then he bla bla bla bla bla...
cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot~
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SAY THAT?
ARE YOU MY "SPECIAL FRIEND"?
ARE YOU EVEN MY FRIEND?
HELL NO!!!!!!! YOU'RE NOT EVEN A FRIEND,
WORSE THAN A CLASSMATE.
IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS TO JUDGE ME LIKE I'M A LIAR,
ESPECIALLY AFTER I EXPLAINED WHAT HAPPENED!
(of course, i didn't say all of this things to him)

and then -_- i got tired of replying his sms since then.
well, those that knows me, at least, my friends.
all know that i wasnt a girl that sms-s,
even my best friend Luk's sms
i won't reply, except when it is EMERGENCY
somebody asked me before,
then what is the use of getting a HP?
well then let me ask you,
IS THERE A RULE THAT YOU HAVE TO SMS EVERY SINGLE DAY IF YOU HAVE A HP?
ESPECIALLY YOU HAVE A BIG COMPUTER IN FRONT OF YOU?
AND WHEN YOU CAN ONLINE AND MEET YOUR FRIEND THERE?
it would be silly isnt it?
especially when the one that is sms-ing with you aint that interesting xD
there isnt much topic anyway~

okay, back to the topic.
well after that, everytime when i din't reply a sms,
his friend, and, well, also my friend would ask me
you didn't reply his sms again a?
why orh..
.............................
do you have to ask every single time?
do i really have to have a reason for not replying your sms?
and then i got annoying,
seriously, ANNOYING.

and then there is an unlucky day,
after school i saw him, or rather i say,
he saw me, and you know what he said?
"wei, why you don't reply my msg orh?"
haha, yes it's annoying, and so i answered
dont have the mood xD
and then he pick up the topic that i hate the most
"and i still believe you that you say you quitted the game."
"alarh,liar..."
BLA-BLA-BLA-BLA-BLA~~~
urgh, i don't even have the mood to talk to him further.
ignore~~ yeah right!!!!!
hell yeahhh!!!

AND WHY SHOULD I GO TO YOU EVERYTIME YOU ASK ME TO?
WHY CAN'T YOU COME IN FRONT OF ME AND SAY WHAT YOU WANNA SAY,
AND NOT SHOUTING MY NAME,
PUTTING THAT "COME HERE" SIGNAL EVERY SINGLE TIME?
WHAT IS ME? YOUR DOG OR SOMETHING?

haha, after 5 minutes, my friend came to told me,
hey, *** asked you to go over there,
i was like... ....................................
well, ignore him.
xD that feels great, seriously~

and then, JUST NOW!
HE DARE TO ASK ME WHY M I ANGRY?
HOW SHOULD I EXPLAIN WHEN HE 100% WONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING THAT I FEEL?
AND WHEN I'M FEELIN SO ***-ING ANNOYING?
and that's why, i ignore the question
urghhh...
and then the last thing he say,
"why you get angry just over a small thing?"
i look at him, ridiculously,
and said,
small.thing? heh.
and walk past him.

quite funny isnt it..
yeah maybe those that finished reading this would say,
"why did she get so worked up over a small thing?"
yeah, a small thing for you perhaps..xD
that's why, not all will understand,
and maybe, some would think that i'm ridiculous..
well, i feel great right now, seriously,
since i had say everything i wanted to say,
and those that hid inside my heart and got compressed and compressed until i couldn't breathe..
if the sky is right above me right now,
i guess i already looked at the sky and smile happily xD

gosh, shhh, don't talk to me when i'm enjoying typing on a keyboard!!

guess i finished my post for today,
sorry bout that,
it's all about scolding people, hahaha

love ya friends
J.