The rehearsal..

It sucks.
Perhaps there isnt any other word that can resemble the day for me.
I loved the 1st rehearsal,
becz people enjoy my song.
people said it was good. ^_^ thanks.
i HATE the 2nd rehearsal,
my 1st english song(I Will Be) was denied by one of the PIBG,
and my mission is to find a chinese song,
and tomorrow is the 2nd rehearsal.
The only chinese song that i sing often is a very normal song,
i never thought that i will need to bring it out on the stage.
It doesnt have the explosive power of i will be,
not even 30% i guess.......

Yea, i sang it.
w/o mistake.
But, dull.
what's the use of this?
i thought of giving all i have for this saturday,
i was looking forward to it.
and now i just feel like it doesnt mean anything,
just a song that helps the people behind the curtain to prepare for some other performance.
My family told me to quit.
I want, but it is irresponsible.
I would cause a fuss if i did that, maybe.
since the people behind the curtain cant prepare anything xD.
And i don't think that "THOSE" people,
will let me out of this so easily.
Will i be able to find a chinese song that has the explosive power like I Will Be?
More importantly, before thursday, the full dress rehearsal?
And even if i did, "THOSE" people will start nagging again,
"why is she keep on changing songs?"
This sentence will DEFINITELY be in their mind.

If i want to perform,
i want to perform with all i have,
and give the audience at least a little bit of excitement.
i lack of time,
a song with explosive power,
the power to let me get used to the song before thursday,
and the positive answer from "THOSE people".
Well, it is almost impossible to get them all.
I'm tired.
I guess this is what Miley said
"there's always gonna be another mountain."
haha, this was funny.

However,
since i chose this.
Let's do it.

Yours,
Joey.