Saturday, May 8, 2010

Him

He went tuition, and i'm missing him like crazy right now..
I'm not sure why i like him that much but it just came suddenly
Since the day i start realizing that he was there
suddenly, i'm looking for his shadow anytime, anywhere..i just can't get my eyes off him
suddenly, i get addicted to his face, his actions, his smile
suddenly, i want to know more, MORE about him
suddenly, i'm afraid of myself because i'm becoming a potential stalker
suddenly, i want to get closer to him
suddenly, i just feel like i'm not myself anymore
suddenly, 99% of my brain had become his territory
suddenly, i can't even sleep when i start thinking of him
suddenly, i hope that he would see me
suddenly, i'm happy that we have so many same favourite past times
suddenly, i wanna do everything together with him
suddenly, i hate tuition centre so much that i feel like abolishing them
suddenly, i'm envy of his friends that are so near to him

Why? I'm not very sure bout it =(
maybe because you are so real, that you never lied to me before?
maybe because you have different types of personality in front and behind your friends?
maybe because of your innocent love towards the girl that i don't know and i don't wanna know?
maybe because you surprised me because your look makes you doesnt seem to be someone you are now?

No matter what it is,
i will just continue hoping,
continue chasing for you
and continue looking at you,
like the way i'm now,
until you get tired of me ^_^

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